hey y'all
just wanted to let everyone know that i'm officially done with this account and it's original community. thank you all for the love and support you have gave me.
i hate to sound like i know everything because i don't. i mean i'm 16 for crying out loud.. buuuuut...
i want you all to know that whatever your passion is, (assuming it's art) persue it. but know that sometimes you may have to sacrifice your dream to go another direction and persue other things.
in my childhood i wanted nothing but to be a race car driver, racing has been my whole life. but racing is expensive, it takes blood, sweat, and tears to work your way to the top.
my family has always struggled financially, thus i never got to persue this dream.
but with that i've found my love for art, drawing, painting, crafting (im a diy bitch), trying to be good at whatever i do. i'm not perfect, but i'm better than i probably give myself credit for.
i don't doubt that you all have hated your art before but know that even just by drawing alone, whether it's in ms paint, or some high tech program and you don't approve of your own art??
approve of it.
because you ARE better than you give yourself credit for. never stop grinding because practice makes perfect..
there isn't really a point to this journal entry. it's mainly for those who may have wondered what happened to me or this account.
i'm moving on with my life. i've found my soulmate, natalie, and i love her more than i knew i could love someone..
i'm still struggling heavily with depression and anxiety. but with her and even in the past a lot of you guys, i've gotten better.
so i guess the point of this journal entry is
thank you all, i enjoyed my time on this website. i really did.
but i can't say i'll miss it, as it definitely wasn't the best thing for me. lmao.
take it easy you guys, i won't be deactivating this account, so comment as you wish, maybe one day i'll hop on and read them. i try to reply to every comment.
thank you.
-shane mundy